CHORUS:
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
I do….
VERSE 2:
Lately I feel lost, tell me if you find me,
It's hard to put the past behind me,
When my mind just sits there and keeps reminding
me of all the ******** that I kept inside me.
Im not lying when I tell you I feel like I'm lost
It just feels like I trapped in my thoughts
I just sit there and think, and I think, and I think,
and I think and I think, I lost it all
I am at home, I got back against the wall
I feel hella alone I got no one to call
and I'm still on my own because no ones involved
tell me where do I go when everything falls
Damn... I guess that's why I'm making this song...
I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong...
My best friend, he turned out to be a fake,
The real definition of becoming a snake,
and I lost my girl to and that was my mistake,
I put music above her and it took her place,
And she's the one I love and my heart it just breaks,
Because now I'm alone, there's no girl to replace
See I tried to re-date, but it's always a waste
Ever since she left nothing's ever been the same
Lately it feels like I just been wilding out
there to many things that I'm finding out
and my passion has been slowly dying out
and I'm still in a whole and Climbing out
Just to stumble over, but Im trying out,
lost my composure, so I write it out
I'm feeling depressed and I'm hiding out
I think that's why I'm Crying out, That
CHORUS:
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
I do….
VERSE 2:
I guess I'm to blame, can't lie to me,
walk in the room and they start eying me,
Feeling overwhelmed with my anxiety,
So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly
I stare in the mirror and I vent there alone...
You say you been there when I'm on my own
You say you'll be there when I know you won't
And you say you love me when I know you don't!
I swear this depression isn't a *********** joke!
anxiety to - I deal with them both,
I been loosing faith and my hope
still haven't found a way I can cope,
Yeah…I think loving myself is the very thing that I need to do most…
cuz… I lost everyone else that I thought I would always keep close…
And to think, i gave you all that I can,
you took advantage of me and then ran,
I made you who you are now I ask,
Why would you flip on me I don't understand,
Told myself never again, never reach out for a hand,
never put trust in a friend, never give up where you stand
I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn't last.
Nothing that I been doing has been I panning out,
I'm suffering and you stand around,
and falling so ******* hard I could smash the ground,
wishin that I could have my mom and dad around
Anxiety got the best of me and I'm spazzing out,
exhausted so much I feel like just passing out,
i wanted fame, you can have it now...
because I ain't the same you can ask around…kuz,
CHORUS:
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
I do….
编辑于2023/11/25更新